Drop the name of the latest fashion
it's a pill.
You're sharing with the group
'cause you got a good break
inside connections with a local dealer
and may be a few favours.
You're part of the floor
pressed full length
blank and still
staring at
the
the
the
ceiling fan
going 'round.
You're not going to remember
his weight on you
just that
ceiling fan
going 'round.
You're trapped, stifled
fighting material with his scent over you
in the corner
staring at the burning orange
smoke, thick, warm, riffs chording up inside your meat-flesh, hum
rising toward that
ceiling fan
going 'round.
There's a blue flower hidden in the grass
Grass in even rows, grain
I've been too tired to notice
strawberry fields
working my arms
the natural remedy causing the most damage
light
with a pinprick and it enters
or inhale
breath deep
[suck hard. good girl]
Don't be a little girl, dude
Man.
But the flower is gone
I can't see it
Someone's tucked me into bed
And the light's coming in under my door
Yellow. Pale.
And the blue flower is tucked behind my ear
A present for later.
I do believe I've fallen in love
(just a little though)
it was because he would not
let me
Stop
myself.
(again)
Each time I've tried he's been in the way
And it's him holding my hand, freezing palms
together as the eternity passes with each
step,
the planks over my fear only spaced by a
heartbeat
yet when I'm panicked and halt
he'll guide.
And it's him baiting me with my resolutions, trying
for my collapse
into the inevitable
flow
yet when I'm strung out and past caring
he'll comfort.
And it's him pushing me away, choosing sleep
over listening to my
sob
yet when I'm removed
he'll talk.
And it's him feeding me substa
She'll get a quick phone call
buzzing
phone between her thighs as her knees guide the wheel
answer it
one hand
arrange loose plans
that will fall together
[it's the pattern, it's the pattern in motion]
Picks an acquaintance up, the one with the money
calls and stakes out
a claim, she's got her first paycheck
blowing it
but on hedonism
taking suggestions, taking hits
Walks into a house of a friend
he's gone but he won't mind
three incense is too much
worrying over details
lights flash over the road, taillights in front
no one really has a plan
but we show up anyway
greeted at the door like old family friends
and welcome
This house is
full
of junk.
Boxes here
and there.
Stains on the the walls.
floors,
It needs cleaned.
You should leave
(the house).
I'll invite you back in
as soon as it's tidy
well swept and shining.
I might get movers
while you're gone
but I'm scared they'd trash
(the house).
I know you'd help, but
what about your house?
It will
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May the Ladies Stand
O lang, lang may the ladies stand
My focus hazes
feeling gravity
suck
me
down
crookedly opened lids keeping the facade
at least, semi-believable...
Wi their gold kems in their hair
Moving between
the
training devices
I mean. Bells.
pulse matching in footstep and throat
keeping the flow e v e n . . .
Waiting for their ain deir lords
Perhaps I shou
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you and i are only nature
meeting you is not autumn, a gentle easing
from one season to another
with faded oranges, yellows, and browns;
it's spring, the anticipated explosion
of unfurling petals in vibrant blue, pink, and violet,
arriving at the perfect moment, chasing away
the freeze and the drought of countless months alone.
and while i feel the murmur of the butterflies in my stomach
still i remember the sting of the bees from the last
but the grasp of my fingers alone cannot make
the groundhog find his shadow
and every day we spend together is the rising of a flood,
your monsoon rains steadily filling the pages of my calendar
until i haven't se
So, I just finished going through all the deviations that I've let pile up over the last couple of months.
Whew.
In lieu of commenting each and every one, I'm just going to say "awesome" here and be done with it...
In other news, my home computer is too slow to run dA so updates (if any) will be sporadic and entirely dependent on my laziness factor. Don't hold your breath.